SUPERNOVA*

Friday, September 13, 2002

Bryan and David make me ILL!

GRR!!! ::kicks really stupid boys named David and Bry:: I really can NOT stand it anymore....

HE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im like "ummm hullo? Im 17!!! AND I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU"

I really thought we had this strightend out LAST time. Its like... Im staying Daivd's friend because he NEEDS a friend like me.. but Im sorry i cant cry anymore over him. I cant put myself though hell because he doesnt know how to deal with realitly! I loved that guy so much... it consumed me you know? Like.. was everything I everwanted, he threw me away.. Ive stiaed his :best friend: but it isnt good enough.. he always wants more and more and more... and I really just cant give anymore then I already have you know? I men Im hardly holding on sometimes but no one sees that because its always "Sara can you-?" "Sara will you-?" "Sara I need-" "Sara You have to-"Im tired of being everything to everyone. I was better off when I was suicidle and alone!

xoxo SJ at 5:13 PM.

About Me

Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

Currently

Listening to ♥ Blue October Reading ♥ Reservation Blues

Links

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Playlist

♥ Wazoo Sings
♥ Chealsea Genzano
♥ Lennon Murphy
♥ Imogen Heap
♥ Frou Frou
♥ Bess Rogers
♥ Regina Spektor
♥ Will Hoge
♥ Lyden
♥ Kyte
♥ Josh Ritter
♥ Amos Lee
♥ David James