SUPERNOVA*

Monday, March 03, 2003

Aww! I am a happy Abby today! LoL. I was going through the Poetic Justus ring last night, and I found Kenneth's profile and diary. He was talking about his breakup, or rahter made a referance to the eat icecream and wallow about phase of a breakup. And I had to tell him it was better then then drink yourself blind and sleep with anything that moves phase! (Epp! not that I know anything about that, Abby has never thrown herself at anyone! *hides*)

And then he sent me a thank you email, and I wrote him back with just a quick pickme up note, becuase it helps to know that people DO care you know? That you arent alone. And aww bless he wrote me back. LoL I think we exchanged emails for like 10 whole minutes, but then my computer died *kicks her piece of crap computer* damn thing. Im glad I made him smile. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.

I've been listening to Everclear for like.. two days now, almost non-stop. I love their "So much for the Afterglow" cd! "Everything to Everyone" is my song. Which I know is so sad, but it is. But more then trying to be everything to everyone, it just.. happends. (aww bless I got another email fron him!) I refuse to give up on people because I remember being walked out on, self perservation or not, I couldn't stand the thought that the one time I think about myself, something bad happend and I wouldn't be there to stop it. I couldn't live with myself if that happend.

Jay talked to me last night. She thinks when she broke up with me she was just running because she wasn't sure what she felt for me, and what she did feel scared her.

How the hell do these people find me! I mean really? These emotinally confused and fucked up people, do I have it tattooed on my forehead?! Sheesh! *throws a tizzy fit* Oh! And the icing on the cake, shes completely jealous that Rei and I are close. Its like it pisses her off that I understand Rei and we have a friendship that doesnt include her. *runs around in a circle screaming and pulling at her hair*

Well I should probably bounce now as Im talking to Kenneth, Andrew, Laura and Sarah, and if I write anymore Im just going to get upset again.<3Abby

xoxo SJ at 3:31 AM.

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