SUPERNOVA*

Monday, March 17, 2003

I couldnt stop thinking about him today. He is so... everything I ever wanted. And yet I don't think Im enough for him. I dont think Im good enough, worthy of what he wants to give me. He is just so.. good, and pure and kind and loving and funny and that voice with that smile.... Its like an arrow stirght to the heart. I could get so serious about him. Im thinking things I shouldnt and hoping for things I really dont have the right to want.
And I dont know what he sees, I dont know why he believes Im so amazingor beautiful or wonderful... I dont know... how he can look at me, knowing what he knows, and still want to be with me, still love me, stil accept... what I am.
He does things... he calls me, just to talk to me, he emails me just to tell me to have a good day, or that hes thinking of me... I give him tingles.. I have never... in my life, made anyone tingle. today when we talked and I cired, because of Tristan, because of the pain because of everything, his voice was so soft, so full of emotion, so... everything that I needed in that moment.

xoxo SJ at 8:45 AM.

About Me

Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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