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Monday, March 10, 2003

Lazy!

*sigh* I am a loser. Yup. I read "The Sisterhood of the Travling Pants" last night in three hours. Does anyone else get the feeling Im avoiding being online? I always feel guilty when I know I've missed Gabi or Chris, but lately... sitting in this chair is down right obressive. I really need to get a phone call and talk to them... Gabi's voice is so soothing.
I am a loser. Yup. But at least Im a loveable loser. *shrug* I talked to Al this morning. Three hours we talked about everything in eachothers live's we'd miss. I told her about the breakup, she clicked her tounge and shook her head... you know youre close when you can tell the other is shaking her head at you over the phone. She let me cry, (on a side note, when I talk about what happend its more of a... sobbing mess then crying) she didn't say anything untill I'd calmed to muffled mews. Then we talked about her brother. Adam is a sweet guy... annoying but sweet.
I havent really done anyhing today. I listend to Shakira, and sat outside, not to smoke, just to watch the sky. It's one of those days, just before spring really starts, that teases you. It was beautiful. Sometimes... when Im alone, and something strikes me as really beautiful, I feel like my heart will break because I cant hold it all in. And yet... even in that pain there is a beauty....
Charity's car died yesterday, shes missed all her classes... we've gorged ourselves on food we shouldn't eat and now we want brownies, because we arent fat enough. Charity is more plump then fat, but whatever. YEY! Mom just called, shes going to bring brownies and icecream and... we dont have eggs doh! *bangs her head on the desk Damnit. *sigh* Life goes on.. maybe Ill send money with mom and she can get some more.
I didn't talk to Kenny today I hope he's ok... he had his brain scan today. Luvs you Sweets

xoxo SJ at 3:41 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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