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Saturday, March 08, 2003

Mi drove in for the weekend. We've been reminising. Hes engaged. Finally met a girl who could tame him. Shes actually really sweet, her name is Kay, shes the manager of the club where he started working when he left. He's really really in love with her, which makes me so happy for him because he deserves it. I never actually thought he would settle down. He liked getting laid to much.

I think hes changed. The first thing he did when he came in was tell me how much he loved me and missed me, that part really isnt different, but before he was being a dumbass, he looked like he wanted to cry when he saw my arms and he was sorry I had to "go though this Tristan shit" on my own.

We were watching a movie in my room and he was laying on the back of the bed, I was on my stomach with my feet against the headboard and he just sort of looked at me and shook his head. He was like "He isnt worth this you know, no guy is worth losing yourself over."
Which of course made me cry so he kind of pulled me aganst him and just let me cry, without saying anything, lol his white under-shirt was smeared black from my makeup >_<, and then I was just I just kind of leaned on his chest, it was weird he took my arm, looked at it, and kissed my cut and said "Someday you will find a man who finds beauty in every part of you, even these". He hugged me really tightly and kissed my temple.

He's out with the boys tonight, he leaves in the morning, I didn't realize how much I missed him untill I saw him again.

Speaking of missing people, I really really miss Chris.... I havent talked to him in like three days. *sigh* He wrote about me in his Bunny journal *giggle* He's so cute sometimes.

xoxo SJ at 2:19 AM.

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