SUPERNOVA*

Sunday, March 09, 2003

*screams and pulls at her hair* I hate my job! Ok os today started out well enough, I talked to Kenneth last night when I couldn't sleep, and again before I left for work. I talked to Robin too, but... blah lets not go there. Anyway I get to work and my manager (who I normally adore) was sick, and grumpy, no biggie I jump and do whatever she told me too, then I find out Dana quit, like two hours before our shift! I was so pissed, it meant I had to deal with DJ, and while I guesss its really not that bad, its just... garg... he bugs me. And it was early. (any time before noon is early when one has to deal with DJ.)

So we get slammed for lunch, she sticks me on drive, a 44 oz bucket o' coke gets spilled, I try to mop it up, twice, then I have to stop mid-mop to run back and get slasa, I come back up to take this persons order, Im two steps in front of the register, I slip on the stupid floor, wrench my knee, crack into the counter, hit my head on the cash drawer and hurt my wrist trying to break my fall, not to mention the muscle I pulled. Im all black and blue and I hate my job. Anyway, then I ended up staying till almost 2:30 because Dana wasn't there and D.J. had class. *sigh* Anyway Barbra yelled at me a couple times but it was because she was pissed off at Deej.

Then I came home, checked my messages and went back to bed because I hurt so bad. I took a pain pill and just crashed out on the couch listening to "So much for the Afterglow" I love this CD. I didn't wake up till almost 5:30. Mom and Charity came home and we headed to Caldwell to see Aunt Carol and go to the nursing home to see Gran. Seeing Aunt Carol was good, I needed an Auntie fix. The Emporum's sales suck right now. And some of the stuff they are trying to unload.... sheeesh there is a reason it didn't sell in the first place. Idaho is a conservitive state, with money problems, no one is going to pay $60.00 or a tacky table that looks like a deer with evil eyes.

I am so tired right now... and I can't stop thinking about Tristan. Susan is talking about her boyfriend Rick, and they make such a cute couple, but it makes me miss Tristan. In this one person was everything I ever wanted. He was talented, and charming, sweet, tender, loving, he had lips to die for, and his eyes were this amazing stormy gray... I loved everything about him, I loved him almost from the moment I met him. I think the hardest part about this breakup is that... I feel as though I've lost this piece of myself again. This piece that almost completed the puzzle that is me. *sigh* Is it possible to love to much?

Now I must go and pay attention to Jessie, Susan and Rei Rei. I think I missed Chris already tonight. Its midnight almost where he is. If you're reading this, *huggles* sweet dreams my Kistune Prince

xoxo SJ at 9:50 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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