SUPERNOVA*

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Shattered

I had an interesting day. Kenny (wee! He only lets me call him that you know) and I finally got a chance to talk. Ive been so exahusted lately Ive either missed him in the morning because I sleep in or in the afternoon because Im catching up on stuff I should have done earlier. And hte best part is he missed me! I felt adored. But when I said that all he said was "well you are". Aww bless.
I am having an eeh day. Im not really myself lately. I mean brief bits of my personaily show but... I just feel broken lately.
I hold no pretence to being whole before Tristan. I was fragil. I had been damaged at an early age, Tristan was the tap that broke me, shattered my hold on myself. All my life I had loved with caution, never fully giving myself over to the depth of what i felt, what I believed, what I loved, never fully letting go. But I did with him. I let go because I thought I wouldn't fall, I thought he would catch me... but... he was to weak himself. He crumbled when I needed him to love me the most.
And I am shattered.

xoxo SJ at 11:42 PM.

About Me

Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

Currently

Listening to ♥ Blue October Reading ♥ Reservation Blues

Links

♥ Vintage Vanity
♥ Myspace Vanity
♥ Vanity Fiction
♥ Profile Vanity

Playlist

♥ Wazoo Sings
♥ Chealsea Genzano
♥ Lennon Murphy
♥ Imogen Heap
♥ Frou Frou
♥ Bess Rogers
♥ Regina Spektor
♥ Will Hoge
♥ Lyden
♥ Kyte
♥ Josh Ritter
♥ Amos Lee
♥ David James