Wednesday, March 17, 2004

I feel spiritually starved I've been fasting today, partly because there was nothing in the house but more so because I need something to cling to rightnow. I don't know whats wrong with me. Im disoriented and can't focus. I've been like this most of today. It could be lack of food... this is day two.I feel ill at ease in my own skin but I couldn't tell you why. I've sat here for the last hour or so listening to music, talking to Jay and Nate... waiting for Shaun.I've heard Cornflake Girl at least three times.I miss Shaun, for the last few days we haven't really had time for one another and Im worried that this isn't a good sign, I don't see how it can get better when Im going back to school the 29th. I just... I don't know. Im exhausted. Beyond exhausted.Why do I feel so drained? I should be happy, Trisha is coming to stay with me Friday, Im not sure when Im taking her home yet, but I think Melissa might be coming with her, I really really really hope so. I miss Melissa a lot. mmmyeap.I really have nothing important or interesting to say right now. How tragic.

xoxo SJ at 12:29 AM.



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