SUPERNOVA*

Thursday, March 25, 2004

I went to see my Grandmaw Nora, my Dad's Mom the other day. I was sitting in her living room, talking to her about school, what Im doing with my life, and casually brining up the fact Im not attending this years family reunion when my sister, who I haven't spoken to since I was sixteen, burst in sobbing, looking like hell, fat lip black eye. Her boyfriend Jeff beat the crap out of her. SO being who I am, I get in the car, drive over there with Mizza my cousin, call the guy out, though he was waiting for someone to show up, it was obvious. I told him, very calmly, that if he ever touched her again I would cut off his dick and feed it to him piece by piece. Next thing I know, his big fat meaty hand comes out of nowhere and belts me. So hard I fly back against the car, he got in a few more hits before Lori and Teddy show up, Mizza is in the car screaming for him to get off me, when the dust finally settles, my sister is screaming at me about trying to ruin her life and come between her and her man. I was sickened honestly. And those fuckers hit hard. Im still sore. The doctor thinks it actually cracked my ribs when I went flying back into the side of the car. Im so angry you know? Its like I know I lost my temper, I know that I shouldn't have gone out there alone, but for fucks sake shes my sister!My whole life I thought family was everything, that if you didn't have friends at least you had people to fall back on. And in one night, I mean I don't even want to know them anymore. Everytime I get connected to that part of my history something just brings me down... I dont want to do it anymore.I got registered for classes today. We go back the 29th. I can't wait. Im so ready. I need a break from being on break. I need to get structure and form back in my life. *nod*I need a fuckin job too.

xoxo SJ at 9:31 AM.

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