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Thursday, March 11, 2004

Some Peoples Kids

Today, has been the day from hell. Im going on about two hours sleep for the third week in a row. I can't sleep because Im stressed and Im more stressed because I can't fuckin sleep. Anyway, got up, got online, talked to people for a bit, then got back off and showered, came back and talked to Laura. She scares me so much... I know she's probably reading this but its not anything I haven't told her. After Laura left for her second meeting of the day, Charity and I went on a walk, we walked down to the green belt river/run thing, then walked the belt, then cut through weeds and shit to get back to the nature walk, (which is about a mile from my house) walked THAT then headed home. I have blisters, and managed to get two slivers. Only me man...Came home, tried to log on to AOL, wouldn't work, pick up the phone to call and bitch somebody out because I'd taken care of the billing problem, find out theres no fucking dial tone. Mommy dearest didn't pay the fucking bill. *twitch* Go to my Moms classroom, call my Auntie, beg to use her credit card to pay it off, or at least enough to get it turned back on. I hate living like this. I hate that I have to watch Mom swallow her pills to know she did, I hate listening to her bitch at me because the house isn't clean when she never lifts a damn finger, I hate her bitching about my attitude when she always makes me feel small and unimportant. I really just... don't like her right now.Talked to my Chris AND my Shaunie tonight. So Im in a relitivly good mood. Though still sore from my walk. Things just seem so fucked up right now. And like... I can't do anything to change it, alter it, heal it.I feel helpless.

xoxo SJ at 4:23 AM.

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Name ♥ Sara
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