SUPERNOVA*

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Its been awhile since my last update. I hate AOL, have now switched to cheapo People PC. *twrils fingers* Still haven't talked to Jay. Doubt she cares or notices.... that sounds bitter and jealous. And Im not. Seriously Im not. Don't scoff at me man. Ok so maybe Im a little hurt she didn't answer my emal... but whatever. If she's happy mo' betta. (Stealing that from Melissa).I, on the other hand, have no life. I go to school, do my homework, check my email, do more homework, skip Cultural Anthropology because the Professor is freaking stupid, form slight crush on my married Engish Prof, simply because he's brilliant and like my political arguments. Har. Like I have political arguments. Also spend large amounts of time with friends I don't really like... Actually thats not true, I love them (with the exception of Travis. I can't fucking stand him.) Im just sick of listening to everyones petty drama and bullshit. I plan on being out of here in two years, and theres really only one or two people Ill stay in contact with. Melissa and Lessy for two. But lately I feel Melissa pulling away from the group and it makes me really sad because... I dont know, it doesn't feel right without her I guess. But its like with Jay, if she's happy, Im happy for her, and if she's not happy then Im sadful and wish I could help.Schools ok, just burned out on everything, mostly its the drama which Im cutting out of my life, Les and I are planing our summer scheduals around eachother, we're both tired of being frump girls. Im burning my freaking Bugle Boy hoodie. I refuse to ever wear it again. I need to get dress slacks and add saftey pins to them. *nod* I have weird sense of fashion lately. Im moving back into my black phase even though its Spring. Har maybe thats why. Even though I give Trist shit about intergrating colour into her wardrobe. Must get a pair of kitty heels. I love them, there is a black pair at the mall that are blakc, single strap with a little bow. SO cute, Mrs. Widmire thinks I need to get the butterfly pair. ^_^ Shoes are my new obession. I have an adorible pair of flip flops (Must call them that because if I say Thongs people think panties), they have silky black butterflies on them. They're super comfy too.Im burning/coping CDs for Trisha, a late late Birthday present for her. Because Im just sweet like that. Theres like four she wants and two I mixed for her. ^_^ Ive been in the mood to mix CDs lately. Working on Jay's list actually. *nod* Ugh I need a cigarette. I hate that I quit smoking. Though lately I think Im going to have to give up going outside with everyone because Im hacking again and it really hurt tonight when it went on for ten minutes and I couldn't stop.Dan is coming to see me the 23, he's flying in from New York and staying at a place in Ontairo. I can't wait for him to meet everyone. I will have to take pictures and steal Trisha's scaner to upload them. Also can't wait to get my hair cut. I need it badly. It's driving me nuts man. *Makes face*We had Pizza tonight and I feel VERY fat. So I will end this because Im a loser ^_^ Don't know when Ill write again, leave me love, I need love damnit!

xoxo SJ at 2:43 AM.

About Me

Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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