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Friday, May 07, 2004

A Granddaughters tears

I hate you forgetting old. I hate you for leaving me. I hate you for not being there to make baby blakets for Great Grandkids you may never have. I hate you for not understanding what Im saying anymore. I hate you for not being here when I get home from class. I hate you for abandoning me when Im not all grown up yet.You job isnt done! Dont you know that? Dont you know I need you? I need you here with me and well so you can kiss away the pain when I fall on my face, or to dry the tears that fall. I need you to be there with chocolate chip cookies, and hugs that mend the heart. I need you to be proud of me when I succed and love me when I fail...But if you're gone you can't do that, and it hurts and its scary and Im not ready to do it on my own yet. My whole life Ive been your baby, your very last one... Im only Nineteen, Im not really grown up yet so your job isnt done, and you cant leave me till it is...But everyday you grow more weak... and since they told you about your heart condition you dont even want to try anymore. And I hate you for not trying, for not holding on. You're giving up and its not fair! How can I get through you dying without you?

xoxo SJ at 3:45 AM.

About Me

Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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