SUPERNOVA*

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Im in a mood. Actually the last three days have been "a mood". Im irritable and bitchy for really no good reason. I can't sleep, and surprise surprise, the place we got lunch at on the way home from Counsle made Mom, Aunt Carol, and I all sick, Im still sick Im Im guessing the prognosis of food poisoning wasn't off base. Im running a temperture too. I hate being sick. I think my Grandmaw was right though, when you're carrying around anger and hostility you're way more sesptable to sickness. My immune system is down, Im stressed, I haven't been eating or sleeping properly - more so yesterday and the day before then in a long time. I just... I don't know. Im so fucking burned out.I still have a whole roll of film to shoot. I don't know how the fuck Im gonna get that done before tomorrow. Im so tired and sore. I think I might have burned holes in my throat from acidy stomach shit. I can't even keep bread down. Not that anyone wants to know that.Dad thinks the alleged food poisoning is "just a stunt" to get out of having to go to the family reunion. I honestly don't give to shits what anyone thinks right now. I miss my sister though. And Melissa. She had Kevin stories for me, and apprently the guy she was sort of seeing has a *wife* he neglected to mention. I love Miss but sometimes her bad taste rivals my own.Speaking of bad taste coming back to bite you in the ass. Bryan called me. Bryan was one of my frist boyfriends, and I dated him at a time in my life Im not extreamly proud of. However I figure with the shit Ive put myself through I've paid any dues for those early mistakes I made. Apprently hes out of rehab, and "looking to settle down" pfft. I'll give him my sisters number. I seriously have nothing left to say to him, or Cyrus, or David. I give David another three weeks before he's calling. Unless of course he knocked up his 14 year old girlfriend then maybe he wont

xoxo SJ at 10:01 AM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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