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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

bleh

Bought a pack of cigarettes last night. Impulse buy. I was standing at the counter, getting my Sunflower seeds since I live on them now, and got a pack of reds. So far I've only smoked like four. Thats not bad really. Ok maybe a little since it dispells the myth I only smoke when I drink. I wish I was drinking.

I don't know whats up with me tonight. I just feel... pissy. I don't have any idea why but theres a hard knot settling in my stomach and all I want is a bottle of Crown Royal and a soppy movie.

Bryan called me this afternoon from work. I told him I was going out to Lunch with mom, hung up, and went back to bed. Im tired of telling him I don't want to be with him. I blocked his cell number, and all of his AIM names. Its creepy how he gets obsessive.

Going to go take a long shower and hopfully wash away some of hte negitivity Im cultivating... after I have a cigarette and some sunflower seeds.

xoxo SJ at 1:43 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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