SUPERNOVA*

Friday, October 15, 2004

Babble Babble Bitch Bitch Rebel Rebel Party Party Sex Sex AND DONT FORGET THE VIOLENCE

Robby was such a fucking asshole last night. I really cant stand him sometimes you know. We were in the grill, yesterday afternoon, eating lunch, and Tim said something about his dad telling him not to hurry back when he moved out in August, I made a joke about all my dad told me was not to get knocked up, and Robby’s all “Well you’ve already been pregnant once, so he might not have been very far off base.”

How the fuck can someone say that to you? Take something you told them in confidence and just blurt it out for half the student body to hear. I was in a shitty mood the rest of the day so Jake came to talk to me, I like burst into tears, partly because I was angry, but I was fucking hurt too. I mean he made it sound like I wanted it or some shit then he didn’t talk to me the rest of the night.

Then today Robby all stops me on my way to Ethnic Studies and apologizes. He gave me some lame ass excuse about stress or some shit. You just don’t say that to someone. What if I was suicidal, what if I was still all fuckered up over it, and I wanted to end my life because I felt like no one believed it wasn’t my fault?

People are fucking stupid.

In other news, Maria, who is my friend Jessica’s mother- and I didn’t even know it, she like thinks I’m brilliant, we had to do the whole notes thing in World Lit, and apparently I’m entertaining to listen to, Dom told me while he was in the chem. Lab he could hear me, and thought it sounded really interesting. So Yey… but he’s an asshole, or he’s being one right now because Kadie doesn’t wanna be with him whatever. Oi.

Lesley and I should have my room done by next week if everything goes according to plan *claps*. And now Christina is poking me and wanting to leave the lab so I gotta go.

xoxo SJ at 10:39 PM.

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