Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Tired of the lies

I’ve had a very long rather stressful day. Our bathroom is fucking nasty, and it’s all because of fucking dumb ass LC and her little friends who go in piss all over the seat, flood the toilet, puke in the fucking SINK, and don’t flush! There have been like five times in the past week and a half that I’ve gone in there and come up with my pant legs soaked in nasty ass shit.

Then to top it off, last night I went to take a shower and our hot water heater was out, I didn’t realize this- because when I checked it, it was fine, I step under the water faucet, and I get a fucking face full of ice cold water. What the fucking fuck!!!!

Then today my curtain rod almost came down on my head, I have a blister, my finger is still fucking sore as hell, I’m tired and grumpy and feeling gross. I hate this shit man. I feel like I’m back in high school and nothing I do is fucking good enough.

My cuts are healing alright... but I’m still thinking about it. I don’t know why. I don’t know what really going on with me except that I’m in pain and I hate this. I need… I need something. I’m just feeling worthless right now. I’m just so tired of everything. I need... to get out for awhile I think I’m so tired of the he said she said bullshit.

xoxo SJ at 10:43 PM.



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