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Monday, December 13, 2004

Everythings so blurry and everyones so fake

A week to ten days. That sentance kept playing through my mind last night. I kept thinking about it, and what it really meant. Grandma is back in the hospital. Her blood count was still going down yesterday. At best they can give her another transfusion, but the doctor said anything after that is just cruel... and just as likely to kill her. Which really makes me sad. Like the first time we said "No recesitation" it was hard but doable, and its like by the thrid time they asked I felt sick.... If the bleeding doesnt stop she has ten days at the most... even if it slows down we only have a few more months... shes so confused..

Im trying to pretend everything doesnt hurt.

Im just trying to get through finals.

xoxo SJ at 11:02 PM.

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