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Monday, March 07, 2005

Fuck. a. Duck.

This weekend sucked major monkeys. Ashley and the guys were busted drinking in her room. What basically happened was Ash came pounding on my door last Wednesday, laughing about being trashed; I followed her back to her room and hung out for awhile to be sure she was ok. Her friend Jennifer was there (we all went to school together Jennifer is a trailer trash whore who has had more STDs then Mozart.) She was off fucking Manny, and Ahs was freaking out because apparently she has a thing for Manuel.

Anyway eventually Jayce came over, he and Manny went to get more beer, at that point I felt like I should leave but Ash was all like “No let me do anything I will regret, like telling Jay I love him”- obviously I couldn’t let myself leave after she said that. It just wouldn’t have been right. So I stayed, Jayce and Manny show back up with an 18 pack, a 24 pack, and two bottles of Boones Farm or some shit? I wasn’t really paying any attention.

Colin and Timmy show up, and I felt like I should leave then, but the guys wouldn’t move out of my way so I could get out of the door. About twenty minutes later Jade (RA) and Josh (Head RA) show up. Everyone managed to hide there shit, but I didn’t notice an almost empty 40 tucked back by Ash’s computer (where I happened to be sitting). They stood there for like fifteen minutes and bullshitted then left. Didn’t say a damn thing about it, but they couldn’t have gotten more then two steps away from the door when Timmy starts yelling “LOOK AT THAT FUCKING 40! WAY TO GO SARA!”

I left after that, my stomach hurt, I had to get up in the morning, and frankly, when you’re a sober person belligerent drunks aren’t fun. (I must apologize to Josh for all those drunk conversations we had when he was sober and I was inebriated.) I returned Mom’s phone call and about a half hour later I heard Jade and a couple other people in the hall. I stuck my head out the door and they had like four garbage sacks full of empties from Ashley’s room.

When they finally left I spent like an hour trying to calm Ashley down. She was hyperventilating so bad I thought she was going to throw up or pass out. Then Jayce and Colin come back and are like “Quit crying” and she stops crying.

You cannot, I repeat, CANNOT reason with an emotional drunk, luckily I’m a happy drunk.

Anyway I didn’t hear anything until Thursday night (after I gave a killer speech), and Holly was the one who served me, not Jade.

Anyway needless to say my mother and Aunt are very disappointed in me. I don’t really care right now. The worst thing that can really happen I guess is a fine. That will be bad, really bad, especially concidering I wasn’t drinking and would in essence be being punished for something I didn’t do. I figure its Karma, just look at all the times we didn’t get caught.

I called Katie (sister, not best friend) this weekend, she’s doing really well, a lot better then the last time we talked. I was very relieved to find out she doesn’t want to go to Ohio for her Spring Break, which means I might be able to swing a trip to see Charity in Medford, or Aunt Sue if she doesn’t go to the Coast. Worst comes to Worst I’ll go to Mom’s classroom everyday. Then I would be able to catch up on the Role Play storylines that I’ve neglected the last three weeks almost.

After I talked to Katie I made plans with Ashley, Kadie (best friend), and Lesley to go to a movie on Sunday, but Lesley ditched out on us and Ashley brought her mom because she didn’t want to be alone with her for “Mother/Daughter Bonding”. We went to see Man of The House. It was actually really funny, but then I love Tommy Lee Jones. I don’t care if he’s old enough to be my Grandfather. He’s hot, and I love his accent.

When we came back that night Jessica came over because Kegan totally blew her off, so she bitched about him for a little while, then I tried to call him and he’s like “I’m not allowed ot see Jessica anymore, Amber said” I’m like What the fuck. I didn’t want to be involved in the Drama. So I just let it drop. Then he came and bugged me while Ashley bullshitted with the guys upstairs (I didn’t know she was back. Ha.)

I finished decorating my door with Marilyn Monroe pictures, it looks really good. I also mutilated my “Bitter With Baggage Seeks Same” book jacket and stuck it on my bulletin board. I figure I’ll get my room exactly how I want it about the time Spring quarter is over and I have to move out. On the plus side I’ll get to start fresh next year.

Once I was all done with that then I showed Ash how to make backgrounds on her computer, we ditched Kegan to go to Jack in the Box without him and came back to the school in time for Emily to show us how she decorated her room. Its super cute, a total chill room where mine is like bright and in your face. Anyway Em and I hung out for awhile, talking about Music and all that fun stuff. I gave her a copy of my Joss Stone CD and then we talked about putting music to some of my poetry. Then she went to bed and I went to see Ash again. We bullshitted for awhile and then finally I made it to bed. It was like almost three again.

I had a disturbing thought last night before I fell asleep though. This is the first weekend in God knows how long, at least since the breakup that I’ve been sober. I mean stone cold sober with no plans of getting drunk that went awry. That is sort of sad. Ok that’s really sad.

Now I’ve got to work on my Research paper. Woohoo.

xoxo SJ at 11:33 PM.

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