SUPERNOVA*

Sunday, March 13, 2005

There are things that people do, without even thinking, that are completely fucked up.

They claim to be good friends, to really care about your well being, but then when it comes down to it they treat you like shit or turn their back on you.

Sometimes a person needs to be reminded someone gives a rats ass.

Only today when I logged on, not only did A. completely ignore me, but I found out all the time and effort Id put into creating subplots and twists in a story we were working on, he'd completely undone.

Hes such a fucking selfish bastard.

But of course if I told him he was being a shithead and a bad friend he'd freak out and tell me I was being a queen and if he was so horrible then we might as well not speak anymore.

Im so fucking sick of censoring myself.

Why the fuck do I believe that not having him at all is worse then being treated like I dont fucking matter.

That is wrong on so many fucking levels

Life is wrong right now though.

Not that anyone gives a flying fuck.

Kegan is up my ass to confide in him then he goes and tells Levi exactly what I say.

Im so sick of stupid people.

Ive gotten to the point I want to pull myself from every RP, every Poetry ring, every extra activity and say fuck it because its not like anyone even fucking cares if Im there or not. My ideas dont matter apprently.

Fuck you too.

xoxo SJ at 11:34 PM.

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