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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Missing Missing

Wow... I never write here. Ha I dont write in my paper journal anymore either.

I suppose its coz I have nothing to say really.

Made it through finals, got my head out of my ass, but not before almost going to bed with Timmy

It was about that time I stopped drinking.

Timmy's a sweet kid... but he needs to bathe.

Im not on Jay's friendlist anymore.

Thats sad.

Anyway.

Mom is going to Yellowstone without me.

KD is back in Cali

Lesley is never home

So Im on my own most of the time.

Don't really mind.

Waiting to hear back from Blockbuster, Joltz and Juice, and a couple other places.

Might nanny for an old friend.

Wendy called, she wanted me to go to chruch.

Is it a bad sign I screen all of my calls and only answer three or four of them?

I love these people.

Really.

But I need a break.

I went to the cemitary the other day.

It hasn't gotten any easier.

It will someday.

Maybe if I stay away longer.

Anyway there isn't a lot going on right now. I haven't talked to any of my old online friends in ages.

I think I talked to Laura the night after I missed the end of the year banquet.

oh yea.

I won "Out Standing Speech Student of 04/05".

*twirls sparklers*

I miss Patti.

And Laura

And Jay.

But I rarely admit to the latter because it can be misconstrued.

I miss my writing buddies.

I joined a GJ rp with Patti though so I still get to talk to her sometimes.

Things should be better once I have access back at the house.

Mom hasn't needed it because I took the computer with me to school but now that I'm home I'm setting it up tomorrow or the next day.

I need Juuuuice.

I miss D. too.

She went on a roadie through the great North West, which actually means she's really close, but really far because she never gets online time.

She'll be back soon.

Yey!

I luff that girl.

Saw my sister last week.

I think Dad finally got it right with her.

My older sisters are pretty, I'm smart.

Katie seems to be all three.

She's also becoming a cheerleader.

This is actually a good thing.

She caused me no end of worry since Emmit's death.

I think she finally realized that forgiving him would set her free in a sense.

We're still working through it, but she's doing better.

Now if I can just get her past the whole Tyler thing life will be good.

He's a pathetic little fuck.

Grr.

Anyway I have to bolt.

Maybe I'll update again.

xoxo SJ at 12:33 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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