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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Sleepy Girl

I am so tired! I don't understand why either. I came back to Ari's last night and just crashed. I watched a littel TV and must have drifted off because then I woke up and it must like four or five and the TV was still on. I turned it off and went back to sleep then Ari came in and turned on the light "Its Seven AM Missy. I've tried to wake you up twice now". Theres like such a huge difference in sleep, at home I wake up about twenty minutes before the alarm goes off. This could be because Im utterly uncomfy on the loveseat since I still don't have an eefing bed. *glower grumble grumble*

We studied for our test, went to school, Ari got annoyed with the stupid cashier @ the new little coffee place on campus, I talked to Cami, we took the test, I went outside with Hope while she smoked, checked on my loan cheque that STILL WASN'T THERE. UGH. And then we went to Wal*Mart and come back to the house because we are tried/hungry girls. The weather is nice and dreary and it seems perfectly wasted on sitting through Math. So Ari is going to tutor me, and explain the things I don't understand for the millionth time. Then maybe I will pass math.

I did my schedual yesterday, Im taking Bio 102, a Math, Western Civ, World Lit, annnnnd thats all. I think.

I'm sort of excited about World Lit, I like Shakespeare better but meh what are you going to do? Math and Science as always are going to be my HUGE stressers. YICK. I'll get through though. Gill reminded me yesterday we have to get started on my petition for graduation.

Maggie is sitting next to me, looking forlorn because I'm typing and not petting. She's so cute. I just want to cuddle her to pieces.

Ah now she's waddled off after Ford, she was so funny when I took her out to get Ari's garbage can.

I have nothing of interest to say anymore except that my NANO is going INSANELY slow. I am miserable over it. I need to just get over myself and start writing. blerg. I am also really stinking tired, and not just like sleepy, like my body feels heavy and all that fun stuff. I have no stamina anymore.

I so forgot to write about this the nother night, but Ari made me listen to The Burning Times Halloween Night. Ooooh that song gave me chills. Then she was laughing because she's really surprised sometimes that I'm not Wiccan, especially being the feminist I am.

Which actually makes a lot of sense because, at least in Catholisism, women mean fuck all. We might have given birth to the "Savior" but we were just a Holy Vessal for the big MAN upstairs. And I don't care what anyone says about us worshiping Mary, women still mean fuckall in the church. We can't be priests or popes or hold any station of power outside of "Mother Superior".

Snarff

I try not to talk religion with anyone because my views are just a bit skewed. My Uncle Terry is a fanatical SOB who always scared me so my vision of God is not gracious and loving but more vengful and abusive. (Is it any wonder with that infulence why all my relationships with men are so fuckered up?)

Annnyway I've gone on enough for this entry.

I have nothing interesting to say at the moment.

xoxo SJ at 12:13 PM.

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