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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Hmmm

I wonder sometimes if the world isn't trying to tell me something. Today started off bad and has just gotten worse. Perhaps it is because I don't really want to be here this term that the universe is conspiring against me. Perhaps it is because last quarter I was an awful person. Perhaps it is because right now there is a rip in the cosmos and it's affecting no one but me.

I don't know. I don't care. I just want it to stop.

I don't want to be in school. I don't want to deal with the hassle of transportation, I don't want to have to haul my ass out of bed at 7 fucking 30 in the morning and just hang out on campus for a math class I don't even want to take, that I'm not even REALLY enrolled in. Dewight told me there was really no way I could get into his math class, fourth on the waitlist rarely do. I just... GRR

There is no other time I could take it, no other option. And I have been sitting in this computer lab for an hour because I thought I had Math today but apprently I can't read and its Monday Tuesday Thursday Friday.

To add serious insult to injury I haven't been sleeping propperly, and Hope can't bring me the rest of this week because she's sicker than a dog. Which means coming in like four hours early. I hate not having a car. I hate living like this. I really... can't remember why I cared to try and better myself when everything just seems to get in the way.

I am bitchy, and hormonal, and tired, and cramping. I don't want to play anymore.

OH and my piece of shit computer is out of service for the next however long it takes Andy to find me the information I need.

xoxo SJ at 7:05 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
Birthday ♥ o1//o2
Horoscope ♥ Aquarius
School ♥ Of Hard Knocks

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