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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Oy.

Garg!

I swear! I've picked up all Ari's lung/sinus problems in her absence! And whats really weird is that I'm not hanging out with smokers anymore and its worse than ever. I seriously don't get it.

I missed three days of classes, two of which were math days, but I'm doing ok I think. I don't want to be too confident or I might have it totally blow up in my face again.

Anyway, the cough stuff they gave me completely knocked me on my ass and I've spent the last three days sleeping/recouping. However it always seemed to wear off right about 10 and I couldn't take anymore so I'd be up all night and exhausted the next morning. UGH.

Anyway, things here are ok, mildly annoying but ok. Still worrying about Katie but I've accepted I can't force her to get the help she needs, I can't make her face this until she's ready. I am glad that she's talked to Amanda about what happend with Em. It's pretty heavy burden to carry on my own, and now at least someone there knows what she went through and can keep an eye on her.

I haven't touched my novel lately. I feel so uninspired....

However, I got into a spat with Auntie S. last night so I think that might be changing. She got mad at me for asking if she'd been drinking, but I don't see how she CAN because thats really the only time she calls anymore. Whatever, I don't care.

Uncle E. was back in the Hospital they took like half a pint of fluid off his lungs or something? I don't know. Mom told me but I tend to tune her out. Aunt Carol is alright but looking really run down. If I didn't have so much math this weekend I might go and stay with her. However, school comes first. Oh the joy.

Anyway Im sitting in the lab, waiting for someone to show up so I might have a conversation with someone besides my mother. Kadie and I got Coffee from J&J this morning. It was nice. I'm glad we're spending time together again, it makes me feel not quite so isolated.

xoxo SJ at 12:44 PM.

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Name ♥ Sara
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